28/11/2009

Ausência



Eu deixarei que morra
em mim o desejo de amar os teus olhos que são doces
Porque nada te poderei dar senão a mágoa de me veres eternamente exausto.
No entanto a tua presença é qualquer coisa como a luz e a vida
E eu sinto que em meu gesto existe o teu gesto e em minha voz a tua voz.
Não te quero ter porque em meu ser tudo estaria terminado.
Quero só que surjas em mim como a fé nos desesperados
Para que eu possa levar uma gota de orvalho nesta terra amaldiçoada
Que ficou sobre a minha carne como nódoa do passado.
Eu deixarei... tu irás e encostarás a tua face em outra face.
Teus dedos enlaçarão outros dedos e tu desabrocharás para a madrugada.
Mas tu não saberás que quem te colheu fui eu, porque eu fui o grande íntimo da noite.
Porque eu encostei minha face na face da noite e ouvi a tua fala amorosa.
Porque meus dedos enlaçaram os dedos da névoa suspensos no espaço.
E eu trouxe até mim a misteriosa essência do teu abandono desordenado.
Eu ficarei só como os veleiros nos pontos silenciosos.
Mas eu te possuirei como ninguém porque poderei partir.
E todas as lamentações do mar, do vento, do céu, das aves, das estrelas.
Serão a tua voz presente, a tua voz ausente, a tua voz serenizada.



by Vinicius de Moraes

26/11/2009

The Hill




Olhando para dentro:
É um mecanismo de defesa… que tem vontade própria
Repele!
Quando está próximo… quando me faz sentir
O medo é o da perda… não o de ficar/estar sozinha…

24/11/2009

24-11-2009


[Suposição]


Suponho que sim!

Talvez seja de mim

Talvez seja para mim

Suponho que sim!


[imaginação]


Um castelo bonito feito no ar

Era uma vez uma menina

Era uma vez um menino

Gosto de acreditar que sim!

Suponho que sim!


[precisão]


Sou imprecisa

Sou real

Erro

É este o grande medo…

Se apenas suponho

Que imagino



by Mir


I want you




[Oh my baby baby I love you more than I can tell
I don't think I can live without you
And I know that I never will
Oh my baby baby I want you so it scares me to death
I can't say anymore than "I love you"
Everything else is a waste of breath]

I want you
You've had your fun you don't get well no more

I want you
Your fingernails go dragging down the wall
Be careful darling you might fall

I want you
I woke up and one of us was crying

I want you
You said "Young girl I do believe you're dying"

I want you
If you need a second opinion as you seem to do these days

I want you
You can look in my eyes and you can count the ways

I want you
Did you mean to tell me but seem to forget

I want you
Since when were you so generous and inarticulate

I want you
It's the stupid details that my heart is breaking for
It's the way your shoulders shake and what they're shaking for

I want you
it's knowing that she knows you now after only guessing
It's the thought of her undressing you or you undressing

I want you
She tossed some tatty compliment your way

I want you
And you were fool enough to love it when she said
"I want you"

I want you
The truth can't hurt you it's just like the dark
It scares you witless
But in time you see things clear and stark

I want you
Go on and hurt me then we'll let it drop

I want you
I'm afraid I won't know where to stop

I want you
I'm not ashamed to say I cried for you

I want you
I want to know the things you did that we do too

I want you
I want to hear she pleases you more than I do

I want you
I might as well be useless for all it means to you

I want you
Did you call her name out as she held you down

I want you
Oh no my darling not with that clown

I want you

I want you
You've had your fun you don't get well no more

I want you
No-one who wants you could want you more

I want you
I want you
I want you

Every night when I go off to bed and when I wake up
I want you

I'm going to say it once again 'til I instill it

I know I'm going to feel this way until you kill it

I want you
I want you
I want you



Adoro esta música...

Don´t Wear Me Out




[I'm falling apart…]

“So don’t wear me out
don’t leave me here
‘Cause I’m not giving up
So I’m giving in”

23/11/2009

Empty!

No words today...

21/11/2009

18/11/2009

..."I'm mad. You're mad"...





“I wish you wouldn’t keep appearing and vanishing so suddenly; you make one quite giddy!”



“All right,” said the Cat; and this time it vanished quite slowly, beginning with the end of the tail, and ending with the grin, which remained some time after the rest of it had gone.

“Well! I’ve often seen a cat without a grin,” thought Alice; “but a grin without a cat! It’s the most curious thing I ever saw in all my life!”

***
"But I don't want to go among mad people," Alice remarked.

"Oh, you can't help that," said the Cat: "we're all mad here. I'm mad. You're mad."

"How do you know I'm mad?" said Alice.

"You must be," said the Cat, "or you wouldn't have come here."


***

Mad hatter: "If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what it is, because everything would be what it isn't. And contrary wise, what is, it wouldn' t be. And what it wouldn't be, it would. You see? "


***


"Door: Why it's simply impassible!

Alice: Why, don't you mean impossible?

Door: No, I do mean impassible. (chuckles) Nothing's impossible!"



***


"Be what you would seem to be - or, if you'd like it put more simply - never imagine yourself not to be otherwise than what it might appear to others that what you were or might have been was not otherwise than what you had been would have appeared to them to be otherwise."